Depression symptoms ->
Unable to sleep at night. Not much appetite. Feel lethargic and slow in response. Unable to concentrate. Moody and bad tempered.
Yup, I'm falling into that trap again and I need to do something to wake up. This nornally happens for a week or so when I just came back from Thailand. It does not help at all when I'm stuck at work too. My mind is drifting everywhere while I work. Need to set things straight asap.
Recently there are some financial issues that I need to settle and its has been bothering me for quite some time. With a new family member on board. My current pay is a bit stretching. In order to continue to providie a comfortable lifestyle for them over there, I need to work more OTs and look for other source of income. I can, of course, choose to go back to my old job which has a much higher pay (and responsibilites) but I shall be loosing the number of off days and leaves that I could get in this current job (Its so flexible that it allows me to go back to Thailand at least once per 2 month period),
So this current predicament is also bogging me too. I need to choose between money and time with my family. I've talked to my wife and she of course wants more money lah... So still thinking hard on this....